The Reality of Doing Blog

Answering your questions: to memorize or not to memorize
June 8, 2009, 8:19 pm
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Inside the Room (part 8)
May 29, 2009, 6:49 am
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Inside the Room (Part 7)
May 27, 2009, 10:35 am
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Inside the Room (part 6)
May 21, 2009, 5:26 pm
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Inside the Room (Part 4)
May 18, 2009, 7:13 am
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Inside the Room (part 3)
May 14, 2009, 8:55 am
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March 3, 2009, 9:11 pm
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This post is going to have nothing to do with social media, and I’m not even sure if I will post it (although I probably will just because I haven’t posted in a while).

Today, I’m doing that thing that all actors do that is completely non-resourceful and actually quite destructive. And that’s go over-and-over again the audition that I had yesterday; and think of all the things that I coulda/woulda/shoulda done differently.

See, it was my very first episodic audition. It was my first time on the lot at FOX. And to be really honest, in someways I felt it legitimized me as a professional actor in L.A.

The audition itself went OK, but since leaving I’ve been replaying the scene over and over in my head. Checking my phone every three minutes to see if my manager has called. Doing ALL the things that I know are non-resourceful. So why do them?

I think it’s because I have been avoiding writing this post. For the first time today I had the compulsion to get something out of me in the form of writing.

I’ve never been a big writer, it stresses me out. I constantly overanalyze what I write (an email takes me forever). But today, I realized that I needed to get out all of the feelings that are raging inside of me, and the only RESOURCEFUL way I can do that is by putting them down in words.

I tried to remind myself this morning that life is unfolding as it should and I truly believe that – but today I’ve been pitching a fit that it’s not unfolding according to the schedule I have laid out for it.

That’s my story and I’m done tellin it.